Just Cannabis Ep. 5 - A Mother’s Call to Action ft. Sandra Bowen

Mikelina Belaineh • April 27, 2023

In Episode 5 of Just Cannabis, Host Mikelina Belaineh interviews Sandra Bowen, who was recently deported after serving a ten-year-long federal prison sentence for a cannabis conspiracy conviction. In the interview, Sandra discusses her pre-trial and incarceration experiences and details the challenges she’s faced rebuilding her life in a country where she has no community ties or sense of home. Sandra tells us how she is healing and emphasizes the importance of mental health support for directly impacted individuals and their children. 

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When Sandra was released from prison in 2021 she thought she would be returning home to celebrate with her family.
 


Instead, she was taken into ICE custody and then deported to Jamaica. As soon as the prison gates opened, Sandra was met with a rushing cascade of
collateral consequences. As our guest Stephanie Shepard told us in Episode 3, the punishment system is not set up to support redemption or healing, “they want repeat business”.   Two major challenges of Re-entry include finding housing and employment. As a black woman in this world, finding safe, stable housing and gainful employment is already a daunting task. To accomplish this while on probation, with a felony record, after a decade of incarceration, in a new country can feel impossible. Additionally, there is usually a list of things the court will demand as part of an individual's supervised release. When someone is sentenced to a form of community supervision (probation, parole, supervised release) the individual is released from jail or prison into the community and is surveilled/monitored by an agent of the system, usually a probation or parole officer. As part of the sentence, the court will often mandate “conditions of release”. The court says, “We are going to release you from your incarceration, and you’re allowed to live in the community, but to keep your physical freedom, you must fulfill the following conditions…” The court often will mandate specific weekly programming, drug testing, check-ins appointments with your probation officer, and more. 


Usually, the conditions include activities that require time, access to transportation, and money– resources not so readily available to recently released individuals. 


The general public rarely sees the
fines & fees associated with arrest and incarceration. The costs of incarceration, drug testing, GPS monitoring, and court-mandated programming, are often pushed down onto the people being policed and punished. Many states and localities rely on these fines and fees to fund their court systems or even basic government operations. Our criminal legal system victimizes, traumatizes, and then charges for the financial cost of the harm perpetrated. Imagine someone stole from you and then sent you an invoice for how much it cost for them to steal your stuff.  Except here, it’s not stuff, it’s people’s lives and livelihoods. The injustice cuts layers deep, and the punishment persists. Failure to comply with the conditions of release promptly can mean further punishment. Sometimes courts will give individuals only a couple of weeks to find housing and employment. Failure to succeed, or “comply”, can lead to a violation and trigger reincarceration. Failure to pay fines and fees can also lead to violation and re-incarceration. 


On top of these standard Reentry challenges, Sandra has the added hardship of being forced to rebuild her life in a country where she has no roots or support systems.
 


Sandra joined Mikelina for a Zoom interview virtually from Jamaica, the country she was deported to. Though Sandra was born in Jamaica, it's not a place she ever called home. Sandra came to the United States with her family as a young child and spent the majority of her life in Brooklyn, New York. When she was young, her mother successfully filed for citizenship status. This privilege should have benefitted Sandra, but she was never formally sworn in. This small legal formality, unfortunately, had major consequences once she became a victim of criminal prosecution. 


The day that Sandra should have been granted her freedom and returned home to her family, she was instead released into ICE custody for round 2 of her punishment. Back in 2009, when Sandra was arrested and charged with cannabis conspiracy, she decided to fight and take her case to trial. 5 days before trial, the prosecution threatened that if she did not take the plea deal they were offering, they would go after her father & son and would pursue extreme and harsh sentences for both (30 years to life). To consolidate the harm, in an attempt to save her father and son, Sandra conceded to the plea deal. Sandra did not know that by signing the plea deal, she was signing away her right to remain in the United States upon release. 


This was her first time being arrested or charged.
 


No one took the time to explain to her by signing the plea deal she was agreeing to be deported once her prison term was completed. When Sandra was taken into ICE custody, she tried to explain the situation to the immigration judge. She told the court how her mother had gone through all the steps, and that she had been a child. How can she be punished for something that was outside of her control? It was one missing checkbox at the end of a long, tedious, citizenship process. Unfortunately, nothing could be argued or considered. The binding agreement buried in the plea deal precluded any intervention. The fine print that no one chose to explain to her before she put pen to paper. Her plea for mercy fell on deaf ears. 


Sandra sold cannabis because it was a way for her to provide for her family as a young black single mom.


 
Imagine, the scene is set in Brooklyn, New York, the city is deep in the turmoil of an ongoing War on Drugs waged by the government on and against black and brown communities. The country is pressed and pressured by the unbearable weight of a national economic crisis, further exacerbated by the perpetually growing costs of mass policing and punishment. As a young black single mom, Sandra didn’t have access to many chances or choices. She sold cannabis because it enabled her to care for her children, and yet her actions led to her kids suffering nonetheless. 


In this interview, you’ll hear about Sandra’s experience surviving pretrial incarceration and government intimidation tactics.
 

She shares how she was able to preserve and strengthen her spirit despite the trauma and injustice she endured. Sandra talks about how she is rebuilding her life in Jamaica, working to make peace with being displaced from her home and her family once again. This time, there is no “release” or “end date” in sight. Throughout the interview Sandra emphasizes the ripple effect of her incarceration, lamenting the negative impact on her family and her children. 

She talks about her experience as a collective experience, a collective harm. Sandra emphasizes the importance of trauma healing and mental health resources for those who have been incarcerated as well as their families and children. She reminds us that this pain and these truths matter, and there will be collective consequences if unacknowledged & unaddressed. Cannabis criminalization and the War on Cannabis don't just impact the individual arrested and incarcerated, there is an entire ecosystem that surrounds each person taken away. To incarcerate a mother and remove her from the lives of her children is a violent act that cuts deep. The choice to punish creates wounds we do not yet know how to count or measure. These kids deserve to be made whole. They are directly impacted, though they are not incarcerated themselves.


The Cannabis industry is being built at a rapid rate, and our state and local decision-makers are rushing to figure out cannabis taxes and revenues, hungry for profits. Meanwhile, countless individuals, families, and entire communities wait for government and industry leaders to take accountability for decades of torment. We encourage you to listen to Sandra’s interview for the full story, and we hope this conversation will leave you curious and questioning. 


Listen to the full episode here.

By Stephen Post June 13, 2025
As families across the country come together this Father’s Day, thousands of children are spending the day without their dads—not because of violence or harm, but because their fathers remain locked away for cannabis-related convictions. In many cases, these men are serving long sentences for conduct that is now legal in much of the United States. Despite cannabis being decriminalized or fully legalized in the majority of states, the human cost of prohibition continues to devastate families—especially those in historically marginalized communities. These are fathers raising their children through prison phone calls and video visits, relying on letters and photographs to stay connected while missing birthdays, report cards, and everyday moments. Behind every sentence is a story. And behind every prison wall is a child wondering why their dad can’t come home. Daniel Longoria is one of those fathers. A U.S.-born, Hispanic man serving a 30-year sentence for a nonviolent cannabis offense, Daniel has not seen or held his children in years. The pain of distance, separation, and injustice weighs heavily on him. He shared the following: “When a Dad has not seen his kids, held his kids and who's son no longer speaks to him because I am over 1,000 miles away from home without a good cause puts such a heaviness in my heart that if I did not have God to turn to, I might have probably already ended my life. My son has now been diagnosed with Mental Behavior Disorder and has attempted suicide three different times. These things as a Father kill me inside because I was a great Dad and my kids loved me, and so Father’s Day is really hard to celebrate anymore. How can I celebrate this day, when I know my kids are struggling out there because of a plant that many states are now making millions, if not billions, of dollars off of it? I have also become a grandfather of two and have yet to meet them. I keep the faith and remain strong in the Lord. One day, I pray to be home and this nightmare be over.” Daniel’s experience is not an isolated one. At Last Prisoner Project, we work with dozens of fathers currently incarcerated for cannabis convictions—men who are missing milestones, parenting through prison walls, and holding on to hope for freedom. These dads include: Terrence Pittman – Father of five, serving a 30-year sentence Rollie Lamar – Father of six, serving an 18-year sentence Antoine Turner – Father of three, serving a 13-year sentence Malik Martin – Father of six, serving a 10-year sentence J’lyne Caldwell – Father of four, serving a 5-year sentence Vinh Nguyen – Father of two, serving a 6-year sentence Rendy Le – Father of two, serving a 5.5-year sentence Sean Scott – Father of one, serving a 5-year sentence Sean Scott’s story is particularly heartbreaking. A former Division I football player and successful real estate entrepreneur, Sean is serving over half a decade for a nonviolent marijuana offense involving nine kilograms and a legally owned firearm. While he remains proud of his past and hopeful for the future, he’s devastated to be missing out on his two-year-old son’s life. “This is my third time away,” Sean said. “And it’s extremely difficult to just watch my son grow and miss another holiday with him.” His fiancée is raising their son alone while also caring for Sean’s elderly mother. Sean is one of many fathers who should be home—not behind bars for something legal in so many parts of the country. Then there’s Rendy Le, a father of two, who reminds us what’s at stake. “You can always make money—but you can’t always make memories,” he said. “Cherish the good times.” It’s a sentiment echoed by every man we work with: time is the most precious thing they’re losing. Despite all this injustice, we also see the other side—stories of reunion, resilience, and redemption. Bryan Reid is one such example. After serving six years of a 12-year cannabis sentence, Bryan is now home and rebuilding his life with his children. “When I went in, my son was just one and my daughter was three,” Bryan told us. “I missed every first and last day of school. But now? Now I’m their sports dad, Santa, and biggest fan.” In the 15 months since his release, Bryan has made new memories—picking his kids up from school for the first time, visiting trampoline parks, and watching his oldest daughters graduate college. “Watching them grow into strong, independent women and seeing how hard they’ve worked for everything they have is nothing short of incredible,” he said. “It was an honor to stand beside them.” Bryan’s return to fatherhood, though hard-earned, is a reminder of why we fight. No one should be separated from their children over cannabis. No child should grow up wondering why their father is in prison for something now sold legally in dispensaries across the country. This Father’s Day, let’s do more than celebrate. Let’s commit to changing the laws, freeing the fathers, and reuniting families. Join us in advocating for clemency, resentencing, and restorative justice—for Daniel, Sean, Rendy, and the thousands of others still waiting to come home. Want to help this Father’s Day? Share their stories and donate to support our work! Bryan Reid Enjoying Freedom
June 12, 2025
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By Stephanie Shepard May 14, 2025
When Alexander Kirk walked out of prison on December 10th, he stepped into a world that had shifted beneath his feet. But the shift wasn’t universal. In Iowa, where he lives, cannabis is still fully illegal. Drive two minutes across the bridge into Illinois, and that same plant, once the root of his decade-long incarceration, is not only legal but a booming, billion-dollar industry. That contradiction sits at the center of Alex’s story. He’s a father, a mechanic, a reader, and a deep thinker. He’s also someone who spent more than ten years of his life behind bars for the same substance that dispensaries now sell with flashy packaging and tax revenue incentives. “It’s crazy,” he says. “One side of the bridge is legal, the other side isn’t. It’s hard to believe.” A Life Interrupted Alex’s most recent sentence—ten years in federal prison—started with a bust that was as much about timing and proximity as anything else. He was on federal probation for a previous cannabis offense. A raid at a residence he didn’t live in, but where his truck was parked, ended with a federal indictment. A tip from his child’s mother, who was angry about a disagreement over vacation plans, helped open the door for the investigation. “She made a call, gave them a tip,” Alex recalls, without bitterness, just clarity. “And that’s all it took.” The charges? Conspiracy to distribute less than 50 kilograms of marijuana—a charge that, while less than the quantities tied to large-scale trafficking operations, still carried weight under federal law. He received 80 months for the new charge and another 40 months for violating parole. The math added up to a lost decade. “I had already done ten and a half years the first time,” Alex says. “I was institutionalized. Prison became familiar. It’s where I knew how to move.” But even when you know the rules, prison isn’t easy. The hardest part for Alex wasn’t the food, the routines, or the guards—it was missing his children growing up. “I got five kids. Three of the older ones talked to me after and explained how I chose the streets over them. That was hard. But it was true.” He reflects on it now with a kind of painful honesty: “I didn’t want to pay for weed, so I started selling it. I smoked, and I hustled. Eventually, it got out of hand.” Knowledge Behind Bars Alex didn’t spend his time in prison passively. He worked in the prison garage, learning to fix cars—something he’d loved as a kid. He dove into books and self-help titles. One that stuck with him was The Voice of Knowledge by Don Miguel Ruiz. “That one changed things,” he says. “It helped me realize everyone’s got their own story they’re telling themselves. That helped me stop taking things so personally.” He also began thinking about the world beyond prison. He drafted a business plan for a youth program designed to keep teens from ending up like him. “I wanted to show them they had options,” he says. “You don’t always get that when you grow up in survival mode.” The Politics of Legalization What’s jarring about Alex’s story is not just the sentence—it’s the fact that it happened while the national conversation around cannabis was changing rapidly. By the time Alex was halfway through his sentence, multiple states had legalized recreational marijuana. Billion-dollar brands were being built. Politicians were posing for ribbon-cuttings at dispensaries. Celebrities were launching product lines. And people like Alex were still behind bars. “It’s unjust,” he says bluntly. “There’s no reason someone should be locked up for weed while companies are out here getting rich off it. The little guy got crushed. They legalized it after locking us up, but didn’t let us out.” The irony was never lost on him: that he was doing hard time for something that was now a tax revenue stream in neighboring Illinois. A Second Chance and Real Support Alex’s sentence was reduced under the First Step Act—a federal law aimed at correcting some of the harshest penalties in the justice system. Thanks to that and a longer placement in a halfway house, he was released earlier than expected. Through a friend, he reconnected with a woman from his past who introduced him to the Last Prisoner Project (LPP) . At first, he was skeptical. “We never heard about people helping folks like us. I didn’t think it was real.” But he gave it a chance—and found not just advocacy, but consistency. “Even getting emails, updates, hearing from people… that helped. It made me feel like someone gave a damn.” Through LPP, he learned that he qualifies as a social equity candidate in states with legalization programs. That means access to business licenses and support that could help him transition into the legal cannabis industry. He also learned he might qualify for early termination of his probation—a process he’s now pursuing. “I want to get into the legal side,” he says. “I know the game. I lived it. Now I want to do it right.” Life After Prison Alex is currently working in the halfway house kitchen. He’s trying to stay grounded, focused, and patient. Reentry is never easy. “You come out and everything is fast. You feel like you’re behind. But I remind myself: it’s not a race.” He’s rebuilding relationships with his kids. He’s focused on starting a business—maybe something in cannabis or something with cars. He hasn’t fully decided, but he knows he wants to help others, too.  “There’s still a lot of people inside,” he says. “And they shouldn’t be. Not for weed. If we’re really gonna legalize it, let’s legalize it for everybody. That means letting people go.” “Get to Know Their Story” Alex doesn’t want pity. He’s not asking for a handout. What he wants is what most people want: a chance to live free, to work, to be with his family. To matter. “Just because someone’s been to prison doesn’t make them violent. Doesn’t make them a bad person. Get to know their story.” Alex’s story is one of transformation, not because the system rehabilitated him, but because he did the work on his own. Now he wants to use his experience to change the system itself. He’s already started.